Job, lack of relationship/connection, climate, existing in a semi burnout state.
Rent is due in 27 days.
Fascism & climate collapse.
I worry about money.
Not finding anyone to replace my ex in my heart. Someone not finding her and giving her the life we dreamed about.
She can’t be replaced
I know, I’m just unsure how to move on lifewise guiltwise lovewise
Have you grieved?
Yes, for about a year. I’m grieving still.
Do you have a lot of unresolved feelings? Did you get some sort of closure?
Feelings: I can’t shake away the thought that I’ve hurt her deeply. I mourn for the children we wanted to have. The house and the garden I promised. The stolen fertile years of her life. I hurt someone whose only crime was not quite being able to share the same headspace as me. I felt lonely in the relationship due to the language and the alien culture, but since I’ve been alone and moved back to my home country I’ve realised that I tend to just generally live in my head, regardless of language or company.
I feel that my loneliness problem wasn’t coming from her somewhat difficulty in hearing me, but in my difficulty sharing aspects of myself with others. I feel that I’ve ruined my life, and that’s okay, completely self-inflicted… but I can’t live with the idea that I’ve ruined hers too. The thought and the guilt buries me every night.
Closure: we’ve said goodbye a thousand times, and have talked about the above themes, but I can’t shake away the memories I have with her.
Sounds like a many incomplete closures? So you keep talking with each other or where are you now?
Climate change, and the generations after me who will have nothing left.
money
- Economic collapse
- Being too anxious to work
- Fascism
- Unexpected death
- Singularity
Being unceremoniously fired and homeless.
Im really mad and worried about the world my kids are inheriting.
Probably about my pets
Me too. Just tonight I lost my cat, and found her hours later, with a tomcat on top… Doctor said she’s too young to be spayed, he was wrong…
Climate change and all of the bullshit it will bring before it kills enough humans to start fixing the issue.
I worry that we’ll only get it fixed once the human population falls to some horrifically low number.
That’s the only way climate change will ever be addressed in any way that matters
That is the fix
Right now, climate change. This planet was a paradise and we ruined it for ourselves. I don’t think we have very long before ecosystems just start breaking down in massive ways.
This planet was a paradise
idk man, the “kill or be killed” nature of existence is kinda not really “paradise”
Well, considering on all the other planets we know about its “die or be dead”, I’d classify that as “paradise”
Overpopulation and regression of social advances.
My lovely anxiety keeps it ever changing.