

Everything you said, literally everything is me to the letter. I know my past comments and posts, ADHD neurodivergent brain sees what it seems others do not. I have thought of ways out of this mess and it ends with my death, either at the hands of this government or self-infliction. I know how to use a gun, but I also don’t plan to be someone eaten by zombies. I’d be the one found in bed with my family, all appearing to have succumbed to self-unaliving.
I’d love to find somewhere to live that isn’t the US, but I have but one skill and ADHD is not on the desired applicants field for most emigration forms.
I’ll bring the hobbies that eventually breakdown and I lose interest in fixing!