After years of sexual frustration & disappointments, the pattern became a permanent set of learned helplessness, I went insane and learned life isn’t fair, and slowly spiralled into insular isolated rotting away.
Take the booty call. It’s step one in pulling yourself back out. Nothing wrong with taking care of your needs, sounds like that’s what they’re doing. Been there, done this.
After years of sexual frustration & disappointments, the pattern became a permanent set of learned helplessness, I went insane and learned life isn’t fair, and slowly spiralled into insular isolated rotting away.
Take the booty call. It’s step one in pulling yourself back out. Nothing wrong with taking care of your needs, sounds like that’s what they’re doing. Been there, done this.
That first paragraph hits a little close to home. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. I hope you find what you’re looking for.