I don’t mean like how happy you are today. I mean overall, are you satisfied with everything you are up until this point? For me, for an example, I have a decent job that keeps my head just above water. I have a loving family that I see every couple months or weeks. I have the freedom to do what I want, when I want. But, overall, I’m sort of lonely and exhausted from constantly working. So, on a scale of 1 to 10, I’m about a 6.
Don’t be sad, you’re based as fuck. You already told us a bunch about yourself and from all that you really couldn’t be very happy right now.
If it helps in any way, I think you’re making the most out of the things that improve your mood, because after all the shit that went on in your life, I’d score a 0/10 if I were you.