Thinking.
I’m not good at it, but I do it often.
computer/internet
Staying up long in the evening. Might sound a bit weird but there’s a thing called bedtime procrastination, and I’m very bad with it. I’ll try so hard to fix my sleeping schedule but the next evening I’ll again be like “nah we can do half an hour more” which turns into multiple hours, which turns into another day with no energy. However in the evening I’ll feel awake again and the cycle just continues. I’m going to talk to a doctor about it next.
Doomscrolling
cum
Smoking probably pornography and dopamine in general. I feel like I can’t be bored. Just need do something like when I get bored or overwhelmed just watch porn if not that eat something if not that just watch something and the circles goes on.
Caffeine. It’s perhaps a boring answer but I have a physical dependence on caffeine.
Video games
Blue cheese. Specifically double cream blue cheese spread on triscuits.
I used to think blue cheese tasted like play-doh…
Hobbies, I can’t get enough of them, gotta collect 'em all. Every couple montha it’s a new fixation.
Fucking neurotypicals…
Music, I NEED it on nearly all the time or I’ll drive myself insane repeating parts of songs in my head. Only turn it off to sleep
“But it’s impossible to be addicted to weed.”
- People who don’t realize you can be addicted to literally anything.
I knew a guy who was addicted to ibuprofen. He wasn’t even taking it for pain.
16 year old me was addicted to one part of my own body. Escapism is a helluva drug.
Painkiller addictions are common
Not with over the counter NSAIDs
Half the girls in my high school were addicted to Tylenol
MJ is my longest lasting friendship outside of my own sister
Inside this person’s sister it’s too wet to smoke
Dopamine
Understandable. Can be a good thing though, as long as you don’t take the easy route!
My smartphone. Unfortunately.
Coffee
More espresso, less depresso.
